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Monday, 11 May, 2009
Since some might be here. I'll write something, today is a day when the old me's dead and gone, are friends suppose to be like this? Or maybe I'm just so stupid to waste 3 years 5 months of my life just trying to make a particular person happy by wanting to share every joy of mine with her. Seems like what I've done are all left unseen, a person that just speaked to her and gave her much more fun than I did seems to occupied more space in her heart. This can be understood by one of her quotation " to me fun is more important ". Does this means that what I've done equals to nothing? By taking care of your cats, by being there when you need help, by talking to you when you're alone? By being a most trueful friend of yours? By not receiving a trueful thanks coming out of your mouth. Such a dissapointment, i might be irritating and naggy by being bossy sometimes telling you stuff I think is the best decision, I have no intension of spoiling your life or anything, I just wanted a friend of mine to make the right decision. But you would not listen to me, not ever, so friends no longer shall we be. You never trusted me, after everything I've done, after so much pain i gain, after all the tears rolling down my eyes. A sentence of yours " let's stop quarreling, we will continue as friends but not best friends ", you will have no idea how much a sentence of yours hurts. You're always running around deserting me, you have no idea how I felt everyday. Borthering so much about what others said but not words coming out of my mouth. I'm wondering why, I guess I don't mean much as a friend. By mistaken me by someone else everytime, you won't know how I felt, you had too much fun, too much friends, doesn't bother who is it to you. I won't be putting up a gloomy face everytime if none of these happened. Every promises, every words I made, I said, you don't remember any. You'll rather have fun with that angelic friend of yours a person that you trusted so much, that you'll follow around, that you'll listen to, that you'll do anything to make her happy. Why is it not me, just because she's the first friend of yours in secondary school? But of all the time I've spent doesn't seems to be a matter to you. You're not a friend of mine. You're that person that is hurting me most of all my life and thanks for that, I learned my lesson. Jealously built in your eyes, anger, distrust, suspicion, hate. That's what I get from you through this friendship. I will never forget the fun we had, and how much pain you given to me. You may be once my best friend, a best friend I'll never forget, a friend that I had most fun with and pain in return. Having me crying behind the computer screen after a quarrel won't cure anything, I won't waste any drop of tears anymore and I won't trust you anymore as none of my word are appreciated. Thanks pal. Thanks all friends for all the encouragement, I appreciate it alot.
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"I don't trust him. We're friends."
Bertolt Brecht

FRIENDS NO LONGER
Sorry I forgot to tell you That as my friend you must be true.

As that I went to say,
No more were we at play.

I meant to tell you the future looked bright,
But all of a sudden we got in a fight.

I went to tell you we should be friends,
That I will be here untill the end.

But you would not listen to me,
So friends no longer shall we be.

"Whoever says Friendship is easy has obviously never had a true friend!"
Bronwyn Polson

"Friends are just enimies who don't have enough guts to kill you"

"These people aren't your friends, they're paid to kiss your feet."
Radiohead

"A friend in need is a friend to be avoided."
Lord Samuel

"Friendship is delicate as a glass, once broken it can be fixed but there will always be cracks"
Waqas Ahmad

"Whenever a friend suceeds, a little something in me dies."
Gore Vidal

"I'll keep it short and sweet. family. religion. friendship. these are the three demons you must slay if you wish to succeed in business."
Mongomery Burns (The Simpsons)

"A friend in power is a friend lost"
Henry Adams

Friends are like roses...you have to look out for the pricks!

"I've noticed your hostility towards him ... I ought to have guessed you were friends."
Malcom Bradbury

"There is nothing in the world I wouldn't do for (Bob) Hope, and there is nothing he wouldn't do for me ... We spend our lives doing nothing for each other."
Bing Crosby

"A woman can become a man's friend only in the following stages - first an acquantaince, next a mistress, and only then a friend."
Anton Chekhov

Sometimes your closest friend is your greatest enemy.
Jason Fong

I just killed my best friend...and my worst enemy." "What's the difference?
Christian Slater

When I needed you most when I needed a friend, you let me down now like I let you down the

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Sources from: http://www.inet.ba/~admahmut/quotes/broken-friendship-quotes/